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Friday, April 23, 2010

✲Daily Diary✲


firstly
happy sweet 17th birthday to my amoi STEPS
become a big girl already
wish you all the best in your life =]

:(
tomorrow start exam oh
24.04.2010-08.05.2010 = exam weeks
the paper came first on tomorrow was english paper
i haven prepare yet
need to memories the novel
poem
short story and so on
hope the paper will not too difficult

gambateh lor
hope this time my result can be better than last time
hope all can past
may god bless me

today english teacher teach us
Is easy to forgive but hard to forget
i love that
it's a facts
a real thing that always happen in our daily life

teacher gave essay to us
i love her stories
but the only thing is her essay is too hard for me to understand
the words she used in the stories is so esoteric
but her stories is so interested
i love to read them even i didn't understand at all
i love english lesson 

teacher also teach us poem "IF"
in the poem got one phase sound like this:
Or being hated don't give way to hating
teacher said this phase meaning that if people hated us
we should not hated them in returned
we should love them
we should love our enemy
don't care that how much they hated us
we should love them as much as we could
haha
who can do like that
who will love the people who was hated you
hope you disappeared
hope you died
hope you always bad luck
but don't know why after i listened teacher said like that
i think she was right

i love my enemy
i love her (don't think im a lesbian =.=)
i always go to visit her blog
i keep refreshing her page
just wanna to see her new article
her news
actually i didn't hated her like i think before but like her
actually we both are friend before
just because something happen so we break our relationship
from friend turned to enemy

i have no idea why will happend this things between us
i just wanna to said
im sorry if i hurt you
im sorry if i offended you
im sorry to made you felt unhappy 
if you think that im copy you i don't mind
if you think that im deliberately to make you angry i don't care
is ok if you don't want to forgive me
because my friend told me is too tired to hated one person
they also taech me don't think too much
don't always think the unhappy things
unhappy memory
if i do like that i'll be more happy
my life will more interested
my life will full of happiness
i'll lived with more joyful
anywhere
if we can do back friend is better
but if can't nevermind
is ok
if you think that i were play with you that mean you are wrong
i hated to play with you
just waste my time
erm
just wish you always "happy" in your life =]

•••一千【】一个愿望•••




陌生人认为我很安静,朋友认为我很开朗,好朋友知道我其实是疯子

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